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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

FYI

Sometimes, I go through these phases where blogging just doesn't appeal to me. I think I'm going through one of those now. I just wanted to warn everyone in the blogosphere in case they thought that I had fled to Madagascar or something. Anyways, thank you for your time! Enjoy the rest of your day! :D

Monday, January 19, 2009

Hmmm....

Death is a strange concept. Your mind just shuts off. Your body goes limp. But your soul doesn't die, right? It lives on, right? I believe that there is a message that one must learn from life. Everyone must stumble across it somehow or another. It could take years to find it. One day, you just wake up with some epiphany. Some realization about life. My theory is that everyone is reincarnated over and over again until they find that special message that brought them to life in the first place. Butterfly for fifteen days, then a blade of grass for two, and then a human for 85 years.The possibilities are endless! And only when you meet the moment that keeps you going for eternities will your destiny be decided. Maybe everyone goes to heaven. There is no fiery place down there. Perhaps everyone goes through the burning flames of agony as a challenge of their endurance and strength, and they make it to heaven only after they have proved their worth. Really, I have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm kind of just going on and on and on and on without a single direct thought running through my mind. I simply had to get this off my chest. What do you think happens after death? There has to be more that just dirt and dust.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

What A Day...

Yes, I am back. But only because I feel that I have abandoned my blog for far too long. Things have not necessarily gotten better. When I woke up earlier than I intended to, I had to get blood drawn at some lab place. They said it wouldn't hurt. Yeah. Right. Now I have this pink band around my arm to keep the pressure there. Then we went out to breakfast where things got better. I was starving, and I ended up eating to much and feeling dizzy to the point where one more bite would have caused a major upchuck. I asked for water, which they kindly gave to me in a to-go cup. I was so thirsty in the car, but I had to buckle my seat. We were at a stoplight to I set the drink between my knees, holding it securely. Of course, the car took off right when I let my knees unbuckle because I was just about to grab my cup, so my water overflowed onto my pretty dress that I hardly ever wear. Ugh. When I got home, I put my half-empty cup of water on the counter, next to my bag. Then, my bag illustrated the art of magic voodoo(as in, I have no clue how this happened) and then fell off the counter, bringing my cup of water with it. Down went everything, including the water and the contents of my bag onto the tiled floor. Ugh ugh ugh. I was about to get mentally violent with that cup of water. Of course, it happened when I was standing next to it, so my dress got soaked again, after it had finally dried off from the first time. I set the almost empty cup on the kitchen counter(not the one I set it on earlier) and wiped off all my damp belongings. When I checked on my cup on the counter, it must have had some invisible hole because it was leaking all over. I tossed it away, and wiped the counter off with a look of death carved into my face. I haven't smiled all day. Then, I headed to the mall, where things were supposed to get better. After getting out of the car and walked about ten seconds across the street, a tickle swept across my right leg. OF COURSE.... there was a HUGE black scary bug beetle looking thing hiking up my skin. It looked kind of like this: I rapidly shook it off and watched it dive into the concrete and blend in. I had had it at that point. I broke down. Right there in the parking lot. I didn't care. But I was fed up with fate. Everything is against me... I swear....




And ever since last night, I have had a KILLER toothache. It has its own pulse!!!!!!!! I even choked down a pill to get rid of the seething pain, and yet, it never kicked in. And, did you notice the random space in this post? Yeah, the window closed because my finger must have "slipped" or something. Thank goodness for the autosave or else I probably would have tossed this laptop out the window and watch it burn with some bizarre amusement.




I still have so much to do this weekend. Essay revising. Not fun. The only good thing to come would be one of my best friend's birthday get together tomorrow. AMS, YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU READ THIS PART! YOU CAN SKIP THE REST TO AVOID DEPRESSION!




Some say that since things are so down, there is no where else but up. Like that Shania Twain song. But, whatever. Things have been way down for quite a while now. Over two weeks, and they don't appear to be getting better. When was the last time I wrote so much?












Friday, January 16, 2009

Welcome Welcome

Greetings, friends, for I have returned. I hope you haven't forgotten about me....

Monday, January 5, 2009

Hello 2009

I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE, FOR I WILL NOT BE ON MY BLOG FOR QUITE A WHILE. PERHAPS TWO WEEKS OR SO.



AT THE MOMENT, I'M ABOUT DROWNING IN YUCK. I AM SORRY THAT I WILL NOT BE A VERY GOOD BLOGGY FRIEND. I WILL OCCASIONALLY DROP BY AND LEAVE COMMENTS AND MAYBE SAY A QUICK 'HOLA BLOGOSPHERE', BUT DON'T EXPECT MUCH MORE THAN THAT. PLEASE REMEMBER TO STOP BY AND SAY HI EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE! I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!

THANKS SO MUCH.

AND SO THE NEW YEAR BEGINS.



Saturday, January 3, 2009

Learn To Appreciate

Warning: The following image is heart breaking. At least it was to me. So.. if you are in a good mood and you don't want to ruin it, you should probably leave. Now. But I am teaching a little lesson here today through the animal kingdom.

Here we go.... Again...... if you are happy, you should leave.














The mother has lost most of her ducklings down the sewer. Sad, isn't it?

My little lesson was that whenever you think that things are just down in the dumps for you, think of those who probably have it worse. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. When you ask for courage, you are not simply given it. You are given a situation where you must find courage to overcome it. Stop thinking so hard.